God is doing amazing things in my life. I'm so excited for this upcoming year. There are so many things and open doors that God has put in my life. Let me list just some of them to you.
1. I'm going to sign up for ISP again this year. This will be my 4th ISP trip! I'm completely excited to take this journey and thanking God for the opportunity that he placed before me.
2. I'm going to help out at my church with Girls in Action with my mom. I'm going to help out with the check in system and be a sub to whoever needs me to be.
3. I'm going to be on SWAT again this year and be surrounded by girls (and Jeff) who love the Lord just as much as I love Him.
4. Getting back on track with my mind, body, and soul.
God has really been evident in my life these past couple of months.
I took a second to think of where I was last year around this time...right before I went into the hospital. I was faking it so much and I was making everyone believe that I was someone who I really wasn't. I was fooling everyone on the outside but in the inside I felt I was dying slowly everyday and I felt like I had no one to go to, and I resorted to drinking because I didn't want to feel anything anymore. I was telling myself God could not help me if he even had a choice, and I was second guessing myself about God. My mind told me that God didn't love me, if he did he wouldn't let me feel the pain that I was feeling.
I'm VERY happy to say that I am NOT that person anymore! I'm so humbled by what God has put before me. I believe in God 100% and I also believe that sometimes you have to see the down side for a little while to get back up again. It took me nearly a year to get back up, but I made it. God has really changed by life and rocked it. And for this great example I take you to Romans 12:2
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